It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
stop haunting me,
Saturday, July 31, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:25 PM


i just need friends by my side. thank you all. (:

Proper posts starts today.
Hmm. Today i went to Bedok Praise Walk.
I was teamed up with Rhesa. Well, it's was greaaat. (:
Hmm. After that went back to HQ to have some little breakfast. FISHBALL.

Went to tamp after that. Had some movie and stuff.
Was back to church at 4plus. Was not feeling well at all.
Went home straight.

Need to study sooooon. I want my mood to come back.
I simply hate mood swing. :/
I'm sorry. I'm just tired of misses and expectations.

Mr Ho suddenly chatted with me in msn. I feel so touch. Though it was short.
Jeremy says:
Hi Joyce this is Mr Ho
Joyce says:
Hey. (:
Jeremy says:
Y u frowning?
E'thing ok at sch.
I mean it as a question. Take care
Joyce says:
Haha. I'm fine. It's some complications. I'll be fine. (:
Thanks for your concern. (:
Jeremy says:
No Prob. Life goes on. Bad day or good. Why not make it good? Have a laugh. Sorry not preaching
Ok catch up with u sometimes. Going out for dinner Bye. All d best.
Well, i cut off some part cause it was unnecessary.

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Friday, July 30, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:44 PM


to you, i'm sorry.

272 days; 9 months and 29 days passed.
63 days; 2 months and 2 days left.
I thought it'll be longer. I guess not anymore.
I won't be the most happiest girl anymore.

Goodbye.


Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:38 PM



because you said you love me.
because you said you miss me.
because you said you need me.
because you said i am yours.
because you said you are warm.
because you said i am important.
because you said i am your everything.
because you said you need to go so i let go.
because you said you love me so i held on.
because you said you'll hold me to your side.
because you said you needed my smell to sleep.
because you said you will hold on to my hands.
because you said you needed me to be by your side.
because you said you will do anything just for me.
because you said you cannot let me go home alone.
because you said do not be afraid cause you'll be there.
because you said you will give me your jacket when I'm cold.
because you said you'll spend time with me during weekends.
because you said you treated hika the most important thing like i do.
because you said you woke up in the middle of the night thought that i didn't had blanket on.

because you said, because you said.
now, all that was left to say was nothing.
why.

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Thursday, July 22, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:17 PM


the best thing one can do when raining it's to let it rain.

Today's school is tiring. Super, though we did nothing.
Science: Was reprimanded by Miss Soh some skip class stuff. The rest i don't want to say.
English: Teacher never come. We spend out time all walking around, watching 'soccer' and tying scorpions.
Recess: Had Chinese food and chatted with friends.
D&T: Went to comp lab do things for D&T. Still haven't finish.
Literature: Listened to teacher but she thinks that i didn't. Well, was lost in mood.
Mother Tongue: Miss Yeo is mad don't know for what. Also kena scolding from her. She's in a bad moon and i can't even lie my head on the table.

After school saw Benzi and headed down to canteen.
Had tomyum and peach tea. Had some bar too.
Stayed in school till 5plus them homed.
With Syahin and Jermaine.
I'm sorry if my mood affect you guys kay.
Thanks anyway. (:

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:48 PM


sometimes is better to not know the truth,

Busy, Busy and Busy.
I can't manage anything at all.
It just got all screwed up and i just want to give up.
Hating what is happening around me.
I'm just tired. Ugh.


Thursday, July 15, 2010
Last blogged @ 5:06 PM


When ever there is tomorrow when we're not together;
There is something you must always remember.
You are braver than you believe;
You're stronger than you seem;
You are smarter than you think.
But the most important thing is;
Even if we're apart, I'll always be with you.
.
Currently have been busily working and studying.
Might stop blogging for some time until when I'm free. Sorry.
Feel like MIA-ing. Don't have the mood to do anything now.
I just want to be happy for now. Have been not myself.
Well, tmr going out with Syahin for Eclipse.
Waited for like so long.
Have piles of project building like a mountain.
Working really tires me when i just close my eyes i can fell asleep.
Saving money but like nothing is saved.
So tired. Have SX this Saturday.
And i still got tons of homework incomplete.
I just want a day off. ):
.
By the way, I love my BESTFRIENDS. :D
.
Signed off,
Awzxc.


Monday, July 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 10:35 PM


three months to be held,
.
It's like super long ever since I've blog.
I'm so lazy to write in my blog in date.
Well, i manage to finish up my geography project.
With the help of Syahin's trouble. Haha.
Hmm. With Jermaine, Xinyi, Yvonne and Siva.
Saturday, got cca competition.
Got 2nd from the bottom. Sad huh.
Well, they really like noisy band.
Have been raining badly these few days.
I hope will continue. I love playing in the rain.
.
Had bad, bad and little good things happen to me.
If about school, can read Syahin's blog.
Outside school ask myself.
.
Well, have been blogging my own private blog instead.
Kinda sad of what's going on in my life.
Feeling confused yet intense.
So sorry if i didn't manage to blog in dates and specifically.
I might need some time.
.
feel like putting my blog songs more meaningful want.
instead of new songs.
.
Signed off,
Awzxc.


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