It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
stop haunting me,
Monday, May 31, 2010
Last blogged @ 9:17 PM


Syahin caught stealing it, HAHA.

280510.
Boomzxc. Out with Syahin. :D
We walked to Loyang Point.
Bought chips and drinks. (7UP Raspberry)
Haha. We love the line line thingzxc. :D
Took bus 89 to Changi Beach.
The bus driver was super nice. :D
Wanted to find some rocks to sit but cannot find. All sealed. ):
We had food and have a H2H talk. :D
After that we headed to Pasir Ris Park.
Gosh, it's so scary man.
Everyone in the car who passed us will turn to look.
And Syahin was like "YOU SEEEEEE!"
With the high high pitch. I got totally freak out man.
Still got one motorcycle horn. GOSH. 0.0
Bus 89 saw us but didn't stop. Ugh.
We got irritated and took cab.
We got to Pasir Ris Park and settled down.
So many people. Well, we changed and down to the sand.
Was super fun. Took photos and stuff. :D
Syahin's phone died halfway, my phone cannot take night photo.
Sigh. Then cannot take a lot. Left there around 7plus.
Went to Whitesands to do some things.
Off home after that. Was a fun day. (:

290510.
Had CCA competition.
Woke up super early and waited like super long for our turn. UGH.
Well, completed. I think we did our best.
But compared to others ours like so simple.
But cher say that we might get in to it.
I want to get in cause can improve a lot of things.
I don't want to get in cause will have practices.
Well, STUCK IN BETWEEN.
Went back to school to put stuff.
Went to Changi Airport for Swensen. :D
My spaghetti was awesome. :D MEATBALLLLLL. ;D
We had like 13 people. Well, Benzi came. (:
Was super full. We ate and homed.
Some of us went to Candy Empire to buy stuff.
I want the Jelly Beans. ):
Took MRT back to Pasir Ris and off to Whitesands.
Benzi played Jubeat and we had yoghurt. :D
Was home soon after that. (:

300510.
WORKING STARTS TODAY.
Worked for 11-5pm. Was super tired.
Everything was manageable.
John's leaving; Ryan's coming back. ):
Sigh. Confirm strict again.
Met Benzi after that.
Benzi played Jubeat and off to meet her family.
Had dinner with them.
Shopped awhile and off to home.
Sorry, ):

310510.
2d day of June Holidays work. 11-5pm
Ahh. Was dead tired today.
Even John asked. Haha. My voice like went down.
Was having bad flu and cough.
It was hard to order food. Ihateflu. ):
Was knocked off early. :D
Changed and saw Benzi. Haha.
Had my MOS Chicken for the first time. :D
The Chicken Burger was nice, so is the Croquette Pie. :D
Ate Mee Sua and Curry Puff.
GOSH, turning crazy. Craving so much.
Took bus home after that. (:

Still thinking of what to do for tmr.
Thinking of what kind of letter. :D
Excited for tmr although is not grand. :D
Hope it will be nice and enjoyable day tmr. :x
TMR IS THE FIRSTFIRSTFIRST. :D

Waiting for SHOPPING BUDDY A.K.A Syahin to be back from camp.
Wanna SHOP real hard. (:
NONSENSE WOMAN A.K.A Jermaine also in camp.
Hehe. Thinking of how to celebrate her birthday.

Tmr will be the off day for me. :D
Cause it's the first. (:
2nd June will be working from 1200-2000.
Most slightly won't blog.
So if can i tmr blog or on the 3rd June.
3rd June working 1630-2100. Night shift. ):
4th not working, if can i try to ask.
Sunday working again; 1100-1700 ): Sigh.
Have to confirm my schedule for next week soon.
Very tired but enduring. (:

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Friday, May 28, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:52 AM


going out with her, (:

260510.
Met Syahin early in the morning.
Did our presentation thing.
We purposely late for school.
Did some singing and walking, up to class.
Presented quite fast.
Our presentation was super funny.
Thanks to Christie. (:
Had recess and ready for another two hour career management thing.
Was not that bored. Got to count to boxes. :D
Well, things didn't get along well for the last hour.
But well, i went through.
Met Benzi and Izzah to pass edic. Thanks Sebastian. (:
Took 403 to beach.
Had lots of fun. The Indian couple really...
Ohman, why not do in at night.
Like let us watch free show like that.
Sit until like nobody's business.
Met Benzi then homed alone.

270510.
Had PTM.
I skipped the morning thing. Overslept.
Daddy came. Got result.
Not that good. ):
But all improved. Well, still kinda back behind others.
Miss Soh complaint about my second ear hole.
I guess dad not that happy.
Well, who cares.
Changed and off to white sands to meet Benzi.
Play DDR. It's been so long ever since i played. Quite shiok ah. :D
Benzi played jubeat. Improved alot. :D
Met Benzi's brother and the girlf.
Off to Benzi's house.
Had Hainanese Chicken Rice. Superbzxc! :D
I like the riceeeeeeeeeee. :D
Watched Haunted Mansion with Jiajie awhile.
After that spend time with Benzi.
Was a happy day yesterday.
Thankyou. (:

280510.
Today so bored.
Have been downloading songs.
Well, i'm going out with Syahin later!
Just now chatted with her. So funneh. :D
I'm going to take lots of photo manzxc. :D
OFF TO THE BEACH!

Signed off,
Awzxc. :D


Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:19 PM


the class of love,

210510.
Was out with Syahin. Took photos.
Watched Shrek: Forever After.
I wanted to watch Back Up Plan, but don't have. ):
Was a long day, was fun. :D

220510.
Celebrated Hillary's birthday.
Was rushing.
Everything was great. (:
Waited for brother.
Out with family to celebrate gonggong's birthday.
Long story yet super funny.
My pronounce: Condominium as Condom.
Plus my brother put loud speaker. Haha. (:

230510.
Had GDOP.
Benzi didn't go. Was a great day.
Cried so much. I really felt the presence.
Was out with Hillary and Vania after that.
Went to E!hub to watch The Last Song.
Again. I don't know what else to watch.
Was funny yet tiring. I enjoyed alot.
Was homed around 9plus.
Hillary's dad sent me home. (:

240510.
School starts.
Was busy for the week.
Went to Kusu Island instead of Palau Semakau.
Had cca practice. Super tired can.
Well, took a lot of photos.
The trip was awesome. All the photos in facebook.
Kusu Island got a lot of Turtles. :D
Was homed right after cca.
Such a tiring.
Syahin: Thankyou for your ears. (:

250510.
Had some speak up lessons.
So bored. Had NE Quiz.
Clubhouse stuff and spring cleaning.
Was bored all the way.
Went out to Whitesands to eat with Jermaine and Syahin.
Met Benzi. Went back school for cca.
Was all prepared for competition. I just need some memorization.
Was tired. I hate it. ): Toe pain like mad.
Was homed straight after some talk with Syahin.

Comp now cannot listen music. ):
So irritating. Blogging very soon.
Will have so many pictures to blog.
I love them so much. All so retarded yet nice. (:
So upset about things.

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Thursday, May 20, 2010
Last blogged @ 6:06 PM


misses,

Had school.
On the way to school, saw this CONDOM on the floor lying. (USED)
I stunned there for few seconds.
Today's period before recess is; LOOOOOOOOONG. ):
After school Miss Banu didn't come.
We don't even have a teacher for an hour. :D
English and Maths was also slack.
Watch Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief and Avatar at Jemaine's itouch.
Watched Percy Jackson and the Lightning thief second time.
Understand the show better now. Haha. (:
Had CCA. Jermaine and Syahin waited for me again. (:
They were playing all the while. Haha.
Arina was there. But left first.
Well, i got to get the centre of the stage. ):
And i HAVE TO hit te dustbin real hard.
Making me headaches now. Sigh.
It deafened me. ):
After we went home straight.
Days are soso boringggggggggggggggg. ):

Tomorrow going out with Syahin! :D
If possible, will blog. (:
I really want to spend time with friends.
Jermaine going out with her friends lah. Haha!
WOMAN, NEXT TIME MUST FREE AH.

you want to blame it on me, go ahead.
but you were biased.
you don't know how i felt.
you treated her so nice.
what about me. i also need your care one what.
i also not robot.

you must know how i feel.
it feels terrible. do you know.

Signed Off,
Awzxc.


Wednesday, May 19, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:16 AM


bestest,
.
Yesterday's was dad's birthday.
Was normal in school days.
Results are all out.
My Science and Chinese is better than Jeremy.H. :D
Was fun in class yesterday.
Cheng Yan and I talked so much out of a sudden.
Geography paper sucks. Ugh.
Land supply doesn't love me at all. ):
.
After school had CCA.
Was irritated somehow by some people.
Syahin left first.
After CCA, Jermaine and I went home straight.
Was tired. Fell asleep.
Bathed in hurry and out with family to celebrate dad's birthday.
Saw brother's wedding thing. Was beautiful.
Going to be married on the 4th December'10.
Sigh. I need a year. Please understand.
Sigh. Can't celebrate with you again.
Had dinner. PUGGY GOT TOASTBUN. :D
Homed around 10plus and off to sleep.
.
Using comp now. Having free time in pw.
Maybe going out with Jermaine they all after to school to buy things.
Currently short of money.
.
people around me is so unhappy.
i don't know what's going on.
cheerup there. (:
.
Signed off,
Awzxc.


Monday, May 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 7:31 PM


let me breathe once more, please.

Yesterday got my work.
Told John i won't be working on 23rd May.
I've got GDOP GDOP GDOP!
I'm so looking forward towards it kay! :D
Went to Benzi's house after that.
Watched Shrek 1 and 3.
Well, bad things along the way.
I can't explain how much i hate myself for using the words.

Today is the start of paper collections.
English paper is just a killing paper to me.
Can't score at all.
Art; I PASSED. Unbelievable. :D
Though i still got one not done yet.
Home Econ paper is horrible.
Study so much only give me a 'just pass' grade.
Maths paper was super disappointed.
Betted with Jeremy Heng will get A1.
Didn't do it. So disappointed with myself.
(Actually i just want the money. :x)

After school stayed back with Benzi, Syahin, Jermaine and Rena.
We had lunch, Benzi and Rena left first.
Syahin, Jermaine and I went to Simei.
Syahin's carrot cake. (:
Haha. Then we got onto Bus 12.
We walked long journey with our songs and my craziness. :D
I had bun dung, i thought it will quench my thirst.
Yet it was sweeeeeeet. :s
Syahin got her CARROT CAKE. :D
Jermaine got her ICE JELLYJELLY. :D
I went to some gift shop.
The telephone with the bikini thing.
Well, it's funny yet weird. Haha!
Saw many things. (:
In the toilet, Jermaine and Syahin had war inside. Haha!
Syahin got her FAVOURITE SWEET.
Jermaine took Bus 9 and we took Bus 5.
Was squeezy in the bus.
Had seats and we talked all the way.
Was homed around 6plus.
Chatted with Syahin for awhile.
I really need to check my holiday schedule manzxc. So blurrrrrr.
Sigh. Need to work during June Holidays.
NOT FUN AT ALL.
Well, I still have to spend time with my friendszxc. (:

Just hope tomorrow will be a better grades day.
So nervous yet not.
Ugh. got CCA. Competition is coming.
When will everything end? ):

I want to apologise to someone whom i disappoint so much.
I know she won't be able to see this.
But i want to let her know that I'm sorry for what i said.
Words can't describe how much i hurt her.
And how much she meant to me.
Through everything i did, she was always there for me.
Always by my side without me knowing.
She do things quietly.
Her words were hurting yet i took it in heart.
I've known her for 14 years. How foolish am i to talk back to her.
I've been so rude. Never know how she felt.
My bad temper came back again.
I'm really sorry for what i said.
I can't believe one small thing made me so mad at her.
How lousy can i be.
I don't want to ask her for forgiveness, i just want to let her know I'm sorry.
I know she love me.
I've been trying to change for her but.
Seeing it now, i see how much she sacrifice for me.
All i do is complaining about her.
I'm such a useless person. I can't do anything now.
I don't even have the courage to open my mouth to apologise.
What should i do now? I'm an utter failure.
Lord, please help me.

To Jermaine:
In whatever you do. Please do know friends like us will always be there for you. Don't feel discourage over anything. Don't be upset. Stand up yourself kay. You can do it! :D

To Syahin:
Thankyou for being my listening ear. I always thought i needed someone to talk to. Thankyou for being the one. You too ah. Cannot sad over anything kay. We all will there for you. *tada!*

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Saturday, May 15, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:26 PM


the last song.

I chose not to take the main photo of the last song cause it was small.
Yesterday was the last paper! Exams are over! ;D
Stayed back in school till 11 then off to homed.
Thought Benzi and I was going out to movie with Jermaine and Syahin.
Was not. Sorry kay. Next time. (:
Reached home around 1130 which is late to meet Benzi.
It was just raining when i left the house. How irritating can it be.
I had a long route there to Benzi's bus stop. Without an umbrella.
Try to find shelter but was wet all the while.
On the way there, saw Izzuwan and Faheem.
Continued walking to there. Reached there earlier then Benzi.
I was all drench. I feel so irritated by then.
I hate it when my hair is being destroy or wet when I'm out. (when i let down.)
Waited for Bus 53. Got on and off to Bishan.
On the way, there's this ticket man. Ugh. Irritating.
Waste our money. Never bring card only make such a big fuss.
Well, then we got there.
Benzi was super hungry, walked so fast to find food. Haha.
Benzi had so many choices of food to eat.
End up we still eat Yoshinoya. (which was the first one we decide.)
Benzi had the beef one, i had the salmon. Was nice. The rice tasted nice. (:
We went to book tickets to The Last Song.
I'm waiting for Shrek Forever After. I want to watch Back-Up plan also. ):
Haha! So greedy. Heard that Ip Man 2 was nice.
But i never got the chance to watch the first one, how can understand the second one? Haha. (:
We went to arcade. Benzi kept playing. Benzi looked so happy. (: Haha.
Got one irritating girl. Ugh. Enough.
Well, i think that the people living in west is weird. Like seriously.
RUDE. TO THE MIAXZCXZX. -.-
All those who serve people like. What. Irritating. give all black face. Don't work lah.
Back to the arcade. Benzi and I played Bishi Bashi! ;D
Then Benzi played Jubeat and Time Crisis 4 a few times.
Left fast cause need to see movie.
We sat like outside. We feel super weird.
Truthfully speaking, i don't really like Miley Cyrus.
Due to her Hannah Montana.
For the first time in her show, i give a thumbs up. (:
It was awesome. Well, the story line was superbzxvc.
I even teared. It is a must watch man.
Andand, i saw Syahin inside the show! SEA TURTLE!
It's not small part only leh. It is like superduper cute! :D
After the show ended, we went to arcade again.
But on the way there, i got screen protector for Benzi.
Now Benzi's phone like new one. Haha!
Then we got to arcade again. The small air-conditioner; shiokman.
My hair looks very cool. :D Looked around at Stitch. :D
Benzi played Jubeat again. Played a few rounds of Bishi Bashi.
Ugh. Still can't get the balloons one. ):
Benzi also got play the Time Crisis again.
Benzi's jubeat improved. :D Can play harder one already. (:
After that we walked around. The shop people like. -.-
SO RUDE LAH COMEON'.
Was glad to see some things i like, though can afford.
Went to grab some food and drinks.
Went to Mos Burger at Bishan. Was not as good as i expected.
Service, burger, soup and drinks.
Wanted to walk around again. But Benzi say want to play arcade.
So we went again. I love the air-conditioner manzxc.
Un-noticeably, we played until 9plus.
Then we rushed back down.
Walked around here and there. Payed the fine and top-up my ez-link card.
Took 58 homed. Was bitter yet sweet.
Reached Pasar Malam. Got little snacks for home.
Benzi got Rambly Burger for her dad.
Saw Weixian there.
Cabbed home. Was a very tiring day yesterday.
Changed and fell asleep.

Today, rise up around 10plus.
Watched show til 11plus just on comp.
Was facebooking and playing with Puggy.
Today going to church. I have to read up on proverbs soon.
Benzi might not go. Today i will be home early.
Want to watch Shrek 2. (:

Tomorrow, I've got work.
Work till 5pm. Scared need to go out with family again.
If not, I'll be blogging.

Monday, not so sure. Might work or not.
Feel so tired. Exams paper collection.
I don't want to bring so many books.
So heavy. Will just blog if possible.

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Thursday, May 13, 2010
Last blogged @ 5:31 PM


for the past two weeks, we all looked like this;
stressed out.

Well, one more paper to go.
MATHEMATICS. Well, it's an hour and fifteen mins thing.
Tmr i might be going out with Benzi after exam.
Or maybe plan will be change. Not sure about it.
Well, i've been too stressed till i fell sick. Badbad fever. ):
Today's paper was quite hard. I can hardly breathe.

Well, after exams.
I stayed back with Benzi, Syahin and Jermaine.
Syahin left to meet Arina first.
We continued there in canteen.
Talked to the bookshop aunty like very long.
Bought stamp for Benzi. (:
After that left Jermaine home alone. (Sorry ah woman!)
Went to Benzi's house then off to central.
Cutshort. Stomach hurts badly and not yet okay. Ugh. ):
Watch tv just now and just on comp.
I really don't know what to do. So bored. ():
Hope tmr's time will be spent wisely.
I've not been onsugar for quite a long time.
Maybe staying in blogger.
Onsugar can't link other people's link at blogspot.

i may seem okay to you. but i'm not.
don't test my patience, you won't get anywhere further.
all separated. all ended. flungflungflungflung! ):

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:48 PM


WARNING: THIS LEAF OF HEART SHAPE IS A REAL ONE. NOT EDITED. NOT FOUND IN WEBSITE OR WHAT. TAKEN ON THE SPOT OF JOYCE AND SYAHIN'S EYES.
SYAHIN IS CREDITED FOR FINDING THIS (IF I DON'T SAY SHE WILL KILL ME). DO NOT COPY OR WHAT. YOU WILL BE SENT TO THE JAIL IF YOU'RE CAUGHT DOING IT. AND NEVER WILL BE OUT FROM JAIL.
(YOU WILL NEED TO PAY TAXES TOO :D)

It's been a week ever since i've blogged.
Well, i've got exams, won't blog often.
I've been studying with Jermaine and Syahin often.
Alot of funny things happened within us. (COCACOLA!)
I celebrated mother's day on last sunday with grandma they all.
All the way was exams.
The burger king thing. -.-
Well, 10 was the worst day ever. -.-
11 May i was sick. But my mother's chinese med was fantastic, i'm all fine. (:
Will blog alot after exams if possible.

two more papers to go, all the way!
science and maths!

TO SYAHIN: Cocacola + Pepsi = 7 up. Your favourite!

Signed off,
Awzxc.


Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:32 PM


Ilovebee,

Currently at Syahin's house blogging.
Studying soon later.
Will be tired.

Well, today had language paper 2.
Was okay. Stayed back with Benzi, Rena, Syahin and Jermaine.
Benzi and Rena left first.
We continued then went to Syahin house.
Jermaine: I studying soon kay. Haha!

Yesterday wasn't a very nice day.
Was heart broken. It almost ended. Sigh.
I don't know what's going on.
Well, did study geography anyway.
4 more chapters to go.

On Monday, didn't went to work.
Studied. Benzi and Rena came.We left mac.
Before Benzi and Rena left, we went to library.
Studied and left around fiveplus.
We took 28 and went to Bedok Reservoir to see sea.
But was kinda down too.
Took many photos with Jermaine and Syahin.
All in facebook.
Got home around 8plus. Took bus 5.

Nothing interesting happened today.
I am tired of school.I hate studying. ):
Going to study already.
Later Jermaine complain. Haha.
Geography time. ):

Signed off,
Awxcz.


Monday, May 3, 2010
Last blogged @ 11:00 AM


Boomzxc. (:

Saturday didn't get to online.
Was out with Benzi early in the morning.
Studied and played arcade.
Went to church and after went to Whitesands.
We studied again.
Then homed with family.

Sunday was working early in the morning.
After that met Benzi and had lunch.
Played arcade and we went separately.
I had mother's day celebration.
The food was superb nice.
But i was so full to finish them.
I was trying so hard to drink. Haha!
Shared some things then homed.
Took many nice photos. All in brother's camera.
I want to upload in fb if i can. (:

Today going out to study with Syahin, Jermaine and Huimin.
I will be late man. Still blogging. Sorry!
Hmm. After that going to work till 9 then back.
So won't be blogging already.
Will blog tmr if i can.

Signedoff,
Awzczx. (:


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