Sunday, March 21, 2010
Last blogged @ 4:26 PM

It belongs to the sun.

Weird enough, i'm falling in love for sunflower.
It gives me a very comfortable and nice feeling. :D

I've not been updating my life.
It's simpleee.
Well, i went out with Syahin at Thursday.
Applied for job. Ahhhhhzxzxzxzx. :x
Super nervous can.
Was accepted and will start working from Monday.
I'm afraid i can't manage studies and work together.
I hope i can. Brother asked me to pray about my work schedule.
But i can't change already right.
Maybe after a week or something.
Will be spending lesser time with friends, studies and jacob.
Sigh. I hope can manage well.
Thankyou Syahin for accompanying me to there.
And all the nervous you had with me. :D

I still got lots of homework to do.
Like, seriously alotttttzxxczcz.

My week was fine.
I guess i will start my devotional book soon.
Have been super busy.
It'll be a daily thing, i guess it'll be hard, but i hope i can manage. :x
Please pray for me. :x

Need to complete:
Home Economics.
History Mindmap.
Chinese Compo.
Two Art Assignment.

Will blog often if i can.

Signedoff,
awzxzxzxzx.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Last blogged @ 8:58 PM

"The moon shines high in the clear blue sky
and all was bright and gay."

Hey, do you remember this line? Well, i do.
I hope you're having fun there.

It just simply sucks that when you're 14 and yet you don't have the permission to work.
I've tried. So hard.
I really want to earn money, i know it'll be tiring. But I'm willing to.
She just doesn't allow me to do so.
How nice can this be. Sigh.
I'm feeling alone.
I've got so much homework to complete.
And yet I'm too tired to do them.
Guess what, i need lullaby. But who to ask from. Sigh.
Everyone is being so busy, and I'm here wandering around what to do.
I thought i could work, i guess I'll have to wait till holiday then try asking.
Tired of everything.
Tried for everything.
Failed, so suck. ):

Secondly,
I just simply don't understand why you third parties,
Are so free to snatch other people's boyf.
And guys, you take advantage of these girls.
You think you guys are the most handsome people in the world.
Make every woman fall in love with you then break their heart.
Fun is it? Not at all. -.-
If you don't love her in the first place, why would you accept her then?
Being together for so many years. This pest can just simply barge into your lives?
I know, third parties aren't willing to be the second one.
But who can control love? Tell me.
Fight for your love, fight for your love.
Enough of hearing all these.
Come on, upon so many breakup of yours,
In front of your family you can act as nothing happen and doesn't care.
Behind, HA. Here it goes.
Pestering the one you betrayed. Asked her back.
Now what, still with that woman?
Your first one may mean nothing to you. Think about it.
She is the best gift God has ever given to you.
You will never find someone like her, trust me.
You can't love both, you know.
Choose one, why are you hurting both? Best is, let go both of them.
Let go the one whom is waiting for donkey years,
Yet she doesn't know you'll never change.
Stop hurting her, you hear me.
Till now, you still don't get realised what you should do.
The other seems more important to you.
Hello, listen up. If you don't change, no one is going to love you.
No matter how handsome you are.
You are still the guy that never be good in anything.
I hate guys like you who treat woman like trash.
Listen, God knows everything.

I'm not going to mention names.
Don't ask about it.
Just letting off anger.

Signed off,
awyufangzxzxz.

Last blogged @ 10:35 AM

Lord, will you please tell me what to do.
I'm no longer what i used to be.
I know you never have agreed to what i've done.
Lord, help me.

Friday, March 12, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:54 PM

Today felt gooooood. (:
Had a long dream after a tiring day.
But woken up by the stupid phone call from school which keeps ringing none stop.
Thankgoodness, E-LEARNING IS OVERRRRRRR!

YAYAYAYAYAYYY. ():
Did finish everything.
I still got some homeworks to do.
Which i will do next week, so ya. Haha.
Today is a happy day, i hope it won't be a spoil.
Haha, conversation with Syahin today was super funneh! :D
I just remembered that,
Last year's today is the day i stead with Hadi.
And Syahin was like, "Happy 1 Year Ex-Anniversary!!" Haha!
So dumb, but yeah.
Benzi came to my house just now.
Later i'll be going out with Syahin to watch Alice in Wonderland. (:
PHOTO TAKING TIME! :DDDDDDD
After that may meet Benzi. :D

HOLIDAY, HERE IS IT! :DDDD

withloves,
awzxzxxzxx. (:

Wednesday, March 10, 2010
Last blogged @ 12:54 PM

SUPERRRR. :D

Today is the 10th of March.
It means a very special day for me.
I guess you've forgotten.

Well, today was the first day of E-learning.
And i alot of stuff to complete.
I completed maths, english and home econ already.
I left history, which was suppose to print out.
Today maybe going out with Huimin and Jermaine to study.
Yesterday i had my report slip.
It turn out bad. My chinese sucks. ):
And i've got Cs. ):
Sigh, i guess i should buckup soon.

Yesterday was a big day for me.
So is my eyes.
thoughts of this and that.
You've changed, so much my dear.
Why is this like that?
I know i don't think for you sometimes.
But it's reallyreally upset to see us like that.
I waited, you didn't turn up.
Do you care?
Sigh. I tried so hard. So hard, did you?
It's just not the same.
I'm changing, so much.
Trying so hard,
Will you even look at me?
Sigh. Why is all these like that.
Why is it never ending.
When will it.
Better of us? When.

Signed off.

Tuesday, March 2, 2010
Last blogged @ 5:47 PM

This is just a random photo taken from facebook.

It's been very long ever since Ms Soh is married, should call her Mrs Poon. (:
Well, i notice that her husband does resembles of Mr Ho. Haha. (:

It's been very long ever since i had fun with my friends. I guess.
But yeah. We did still have time for playing.
But every teacher that teaches us doesn't seem so nice to play with.
But it'll still be fine.
After i joined Jermaine they all, i realised we have alot of people.
9 people including Cindy and Christie.
I hope i did not make any irritation.
But yeah, i've still been very disgusting.
Pouring soup, here and there and stuff. (you wouldn't want to imagine that).

Well, about today.
Morning wasn't fine, i was quiet, i don't know why.
Then after school then alright.
I stayed back with Benzi, Rena, Jermaine, Syahin and Arinna.
Then the stupid chng ah, go home first.
But she say will stay back with us next time.
Hor? (:
Anyway, we went to D&T corner to study abit and stuff.
I did some colouring and stuff.
Sent Benzi home. (:
Then met Syahin on the way, she walked home with me. (:

Hmm,
I have to do my mini home econ coursework, heymath and stuff.
Tmr will be fine, i guess.
I may be going to strike back camp. :D
Hehezxzxzxxxzxzxz. (:
I have to rush my art, sigh.

Anyway, today was fine. (:

*NOODLES*. :D

Signedoff,
AWzxzxz. (: