Close your eyes,

It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
stop haunting me,

Monday, September 21, 2009
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can i ever get your love?

i thought everything was fine.

everything change.

i can't stop thinking what will happen.

like you said, i numb myself with 'i don't know' to all the problems.

leaving it all there unsolved.

your mind was somewhere else.

i need some time to think through.

you need some time to change.

every night i ask the stars how are you.

i never get the answer i've always wanted.

you tried to make me so happy, yet you're hurting deep down.

i ask you if stop loving you will be the best way, you said it'll be worst.

but then, you said the more i love you, the more you don't know how to love me.

what should i do then.

i was suppose to leave you.

you held me back with promises.

i trusted you that we would we'll make good memory.

i want to love you, i can put down everything just to love you.

i don't mind if i get scolded or what.

i can just go home late, cause i want to spend time with you.

i thought i can hold back my tears when i'm with you. but i can't.

the words you said, make me think that you'll leave.

it hurts to know you cried.

i don't know what to do, but to continue loving you.

180909.

Had alot of things happened during school.

After went home to change, met benzi after her girl guides.

Went to beach and rot there till 11plus.
Then take 403 to whitesands, bought mac and rushed home.

Reached home around 1plus. Got scolded.

190909.

Went to church.

Had 3 new comers.

But then not sure whether they joining us for long.

Had dinner with dorcas and went back to HQ to wait for parents.

Went back home by car, msg benzi and off to sleep.

200909.

Went out early in the morning at 10plus with benzi to giant and find her mum.

I was very tired. Still in my dreamland.

After that went to meet Xinyi and do project.

Completed the ferris wheel.

Still got lots to do.

Went to stairs and back home at 6plus.

210909.

Today is a monday.

No school.

Going to do project later.

With beatrice, xinyi, joanne and benzi.

I hope everything will be fine.

Signed off,

Shazi Bum, (:

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