Saturday, September 26, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:19 AM

imissyou. ):
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Hmm, i finally can blog using comp already. (:
Okay, Benzi ask me why never blog. Haha.
Try, can post already. :D
So here it comes again.
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220909.
Going back to school day.
Heard alot of comments from Xinyi.
It didn't start well, neither did it end well.
Well, Jermaine, Yvonne and Cindy came to my house to help me do stuff.
Thanks. (:
Hmm, after i prepare, we decided to walk to central to have our lunch.
Which is around 4.
Cindy say that she have to go, so she took 358 to whitesands then off to home.
Then Jermaine, Yvonne and I continue walking.
Went to coffee express to eat. Haha! Some jokes along the way.
Then Benzi came.
We ate finished and went to buy bubble tea.
Jermaine got up her bus and went home.
The rest of us went to CC to find Olivia, Melrose and the rest.
After that, accompanied Yvonne to wait for bus. Joked around.
Then Benzi send me home. Thankyou. (:
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230909.
Morning, another bad day.
Heard things i shouldn't. Again.
Hmm, stayed back with Joanne, Xinyi, Beatrice, Rena and Benzi.
Joanne, Xinyi, Beatrice and I did project.
Rena and Benzi studied.
Hmm, halfway some things happened.
Then Kye Lyn joined us for awhile.
After that Xinyi and Joanne left first.
We stayed till 6plus to clear up the mess.
After that Benzi send me home. (:
A day without Syahin. ):
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240909.
A day that i tell Xinyi to not tell me anything anymore.
It was okay.
I dance here and there with Yvonne, had so much fun.
Haha. Being the Vasantham Star. :D
Maybe by being happy, everything will be alright.
After school, went home changed and off to CGH for eye checkup.
Took 5. Almost late, but ya. (:
After that we went to meet Syahin, Beatrice and Xinyi.
Jermaine came, but she left first.
So we continued to do the project at Mac.
Till 8. Everything went quite good. (:
Hmm, got abit crazy about my butty.
Then send Syahin home and off the home. (:
Benzi send me back home, reached home 8plus. Thankyou. (:
Something happened along the way though.
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250909.
Another okay day. Tired. ):
Morning was all okay.
Just got quite busy of the lit project.
Handed up geog project too.
Completed my Chinese homework while waiting for the guides to end.
Went back to change, and went to Benzi home to wait for her to change.
Then while waiting, fell asleep.
End up didn't meet Xinyan they all. Feel so guilty. ):
Stayed at her house till 9plus and headed home.
Benzi send me home again. (:
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260909.
Morning! (:
Today going to church,
Thought alot alot alot last night.
I'm just be quiet for now.
Think what to say. What to do.
Waiting for benzi msg me. Haha.
Missed my chinese show while blogging. ):
But i hope next week won't forget. Haha.
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i never wanted to act happy in front of you.
i want you to be happy.
i never wanted to use my love to hurt you.
i want to see you smile.
i never wanted to ask so much from you.
i don't want to quarrel with you.
you understand?
i numb myself to be happy. So that i won't think.
i don't dare to ask, i'm afraid.
so afraid that i might get the answers i don't want.
i always have to find it out myself, why?
i don't there to pin so much hope on you,
i scared i might get hurt like i used to.
every step i move, there is always someone there stop me.
every time when i want to wear that ring, you'll just come to me with hurtful words.
making me stop. what to do.
i'm confused. i need you, i'm tired already. ):
i guess i'll ask you if i'm ready to.
you'll be waiting. right?
imissyou. ):
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Signed off,
Shazi Bum. :D