It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
stop haunting me,
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:54 PM

The ones outside.

210709. Tuesday.





220709. Wednesday.

The ones in uniform.


I can't remember the exact date for the ones in uniform.
This aren't good, aren't bad too.
Get to post more this month.
As usual, alot of things happened, can't remember everything.
The photos are funny. ;D
Decided to put them in 2 in a row, cause i know it'll be a loooooong one so, ya.
Decided to change my first song to chinese, so yupp. sorry. :x
Saturday will be having semi-finals. );
Haven't study yet. Hope can find time to study.
Facebook still cannot use. Now msn also. D:
I guess need to fix this comp ah.
Still waiting for new phone. RETRO. ;D
Got 3 compo to do. Wa.
MUGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGING later.
How i wish i was as happy as the pictures.
You've change. I really need my energy. );
I don't like to have this feeling, this bad feeling.
This feeling make me cry.
Everytime i see you, you don't feel happy.
I don't know what can i do. What can i do. D:
I'll have to buck up on my Geography, History & ALOT MORE. D:
Ahya. Try not to sleep in class already.
Today is a tired day. Not a good day. ):
Signed off,
huyufang.


Saturday, July 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:25 AM

1st part.













Pictures will do.
Lazy post.
Wanted to post but facebook; spoil mood. Facebook got problem. -.-
Cannot check mail also.
I guess i won't be touching my facebook for some time.
Got problem. I think someone reset my password. Fuck. -.-

i need you, so so much.
i thought i would be the one will make you happy.
but i don't feel it anymore.
i bring nothing but sadness.
i don't know what my heart truely wants.
it feels so heartache sometimes without knowing why am i so in pain.
it's not about the pain, about the feeling.
it feels so horrible when i'm feeling so bad yet don't know how to say.
hurts so badly. D; who can help me to get up.
ah. why everything turned out so badly. ):
2nd part.
Decided to post again. Like...yupp.
Feeling much better.
I know i won't be posting for long, or maybe not.
I know that my blog post show one. So, decided to post together. (again)
I suddenly remember the NDP song, 'What do you see'.
Haha. I SEE THE MOON AND THE STARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRS.
LOL. Will be having mood swing.
So i'll go up and down.
These few days weren't good.
I don't know what's up on my mind.
Alot of songs came to my mind. While watching television and chatting with Jiamin.
I don't know why, but ya. Haha.
Felt so retard these few days.
Alotttttttttttttt of things happened. So, i won't say much alright.
Signed off,
awyufang.


Monday, July 13, 2009
Last blogged @ 6:22 PM


Proved that i've got shorter hair.

;D

Saturday. 110709.
Went to church; reached there at 2.
Studied for Sword Exchange.
After that, got service. Till 5:30.
Then went to Shop & Save to buy some stuff.
Then went for competition.
We won to the Sec one boys and COH.
Got into Semi-Finals. ;D
Was so nervous when got up and answer. Haha.
Went for dinner with COF. Hillary, Huimin, Siew Mei didn't join us for dinner.
Sue-ean buy us dinner. Thanks! ;D
Walked back with Kristie, Rhesa and Dorcas back to church.
See the other group competition then left.
Chatted with Jiamin on phone.
Went back, prepared everything before going to watch BOF.
Then waited and watched. Alone at home.
Then sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.


Sunday. 120709.
SADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
Well, woke up, wash up.
Ate breakfast then rest for awhile.
Clean my wardrobe, clean my shelves, clean and pack my drawers.
Pack my bed.
Did my art homework, then bathe then eat lunch around 3plus.
Did my homework until 4plus to 5plus, then rested.
Took afternoon nap until 8.
Watch show, then bored. Ask my sister for mp3 to listen.
SAD AH.
Msg with Jiamin on phone then slept.


Monday. 130709.
Today aren't a very good day.
Everything went so wrong.
No mood to study.
I felt so helpless, so... ):
Slept in class, can no longer hold on my tears.
So tiredddddddddddddddddddddddddd.
I guess i got swollen eyes.
My shoulder ache.
Stay back to study for home econ.
Then left school at 4.


I felt so helpless, i'm no help at all. ):
There's no point. ):
Everything went so so so wrong.
I don't know what i want. I don't know. ):


Signed off,
):


Saturday, July 11, 2009
Last blogged @ 11:38 AM

Friday. 10709.

SCIENCE LAB.

Was normal.
Went out with Jiamin, Syahin, Jermaine and her friend.
Left early. Won't say more.

(nothing went right. ):)

Thursday. 090709.

My STITCH baby.
PHOTO TAKING.

After photo taking.
Took photos with Yvonne. (:

Won't say more.

I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW!
I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW, I DON'T KNOW!
EVERYTHING WENT SO SO WRONG! D:
IT HURTS. ):

Signed off,
huyufang.


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