It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
stop haunting me,
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Last blogged @ 4:07 PM


Goodbye dear,

ONCE BEING CALLED YOURS,
NOT ANYMORE.

ONCE LOVED YOU SO MUCH,
I'M GONNA LET YOU GO.

(110 days of love, ended.)

It's gonna be a hard pain.
Need time to break through.
I'll get over him somehow.
Will miss it how much he says he love me.
I guess all this really ended very soon.
Tiredness kills,
Have to adapt times without him.
I'll have to pray, pray that this pain will get away from me soon.
All these happiness will be gone,
I'm not yours anymore.

"Heal my heart and make it clean,
open up my eyes to the things unseen.
Show me how to love like you, have loved me.

Break my heart for what break yours,
everything i am for your kingdom's cause.
As i walk from earth into eternity."

Did something wrong about my dressing, repent.
Need to do something about it.
Hope that it'll be alright.
All will be fine.
Shall not say anymore.

Lord, i hope all this won't be a bad impression about me.

sealedwithakiss,
aw.


Friday, June 26, 2009
Last blogged @ 10:36 AM

Heyo people.
Very long never update ahs.
Went out everytime.
So yeah.
Forgotten what happened.
But phone spoiled.
So, yeah. Use old one.
Then trying to fix ah.
Drop to the sea.

Well, i guess, pictures will do.


The day with Syahin & her aunt to shop. :D


The day to the flyer with Jiamin & friends. :D


Haha, actually, the pictures are all messed up.




Beach day! :D
Drop my phone there.
I pray that the guy's leg will be better.
Will heal.
Saved my phone but injured himself.
Felt so guilty. :(

CAMP ZION!
My group; SHAMMAH! :D
Had lots of fun yo!
I love COF too! :D
Signed off,
Aw.


Thursday, June 18, 2009
Last blogged @ 2:12 PM


(proven how much i missed you.)



(CAMP ZION!)

WILL UPDATE MORE SOON READERS! SORRY YO!
NOT FREE THESE FEW DAYS. (:

(things aren't getting the way i've always wanted, i'm gonna give up soon baby. I'm tired. ):)


Friday, June 5, 2009
Last blogged @ 12:12 PM


KFC. :D
Will upload more soon. :D

28th May & 29th May.
Got school. (:
Quite fun, with Huimin& others. :D

30th May.
Got church, dressed nicely. (:
Well, played DDR before going to church.
Was late. :(
Anyway, had alot alot of fun. :D

31th May.
GDOP! (Global Day Of Prayer)
Well, Huimin can't go. :(
After that met her. (:
Well, GDOP was great, can't wait till next year's. (:
Cried during the song Hosanna.
Felt the presence of God.
Prayed for people, for friends. :D
Went home around 8plus.
Played bball with Huimin's friend.
(i can't see at night). :(
Well, had lots of fun anyway. :D

1st June.
Went out with Huimin.
Met Julia, after that we go to whitesands.
ate, then met Marcus & Jesse.
Haha, super funny sia. -.-
Was fun with Marcus they all. :D

2nd June.
Went out with Wanxin, wanted to buy clothing, but they can't go far.
So we didn't go.
Well, saw Jiaqi and her friends. (!)
Miss her so so so much. (:
Then we slackslackslack.
Wanxin not feeling well, so she went home first.
Met Jiamin after go tm with Huimin.
So slackslackslack.
Then we take bus home, cause very tired already. :(

3rd June.
Woke up early in the morning.
Got CCA. Ah, stupid.
So damn tiring, every week from 9.30 to 4. :(
Got percussion then guzheng.
Wa, waste my time only. :(
(very long never meet Jermaine.) :(

4th June.
Went to mama's workplace.
Helped her, then i went to tm to shop shop.
Spent alot of mama's money. :(
Bought 2 super nice shirt.
A purse which i wanted long long time ago.
And bought bras.
Haha. Was guilty spenting so much money.
We go kopitiam eat dinner.
Watch the 4:30-5:30 show.
Haha, all the old aunties&uncle all face the same direction to watch.
Haha. You can't imagine! LOL.
Pack things then slept early.
Need to go for COL the next day. :(

5th June.
In school now.
Woke up 7am, ah tired.
Then helped out.
Went around to find food for the back stage.
Tired.
Now using computer in com lab 3.
Later still got evening event. :(
Will be going home late! (:
Haha. LOL.
Will see many people dressed up. (:
Heehee. (:

Quiz. (: (tagged by Carmen)
All of the 14 people must do this quiz, unless he/she doesn’t have a blog .
( actually you can don't do it. i won't mind. :) )
Write the names of 14 people you can think off the top of your head, then answer the questions.
1. Yvonne
2. Huimin
3. Jermaine
4. Syahin
5. Xavier
6. Beatrice
7. Zonia
8. Clara
9. Angel
10. Marcus
11. Sebastian
12. Joanne
13. Julia
14. Wanxin
How did you get to meet 7?
-Hmms, in school. Cause she look like Sebastian's sister.
What would you do if you and 13 never met?
-I wouldn't know alot of things? :x
What would you do if 1 and 12 date?
-Well, i don't know! Haha.
Have you ever seen 14 cry?
-Yeah. :(
Would 4 and 11 be a good couple?
-I don't know! They sit together in class! Haha.
Do you think 11 is attractive?
-Of course, my sister mah. Haha.
What's 2's favourite colour?
-I know i know, she say she likes alot of colours! Haha.
When was the last time you talked to 9?
-Long long time ago. :(
What language does 8 speak?
-English, Chinese, i don't know! Haha.
Who is 13 going out with?
-I don't know! Haha.
What grade is 12 in?
-Sec 1.
Would you ever date with 10?
-Haha, as bestf!~ :D
Where does 5 live?
-Near Elias Mall? I guess.
What's the best thing about 3?
-She anything also ok. Haha! :D
What would you want to tell 10 now?
-BE A GOOD GUY K! :D
Whats the best thing about 8?
-She's my ZUIAI. :D
Have you ever kissed 5?
-Oh, no. Never. Haha.
What was the best memory you have with 7?
-We laughed about jokes!~ (:
When's the last time you're going to see 6?
-29th May. :(
How is 14 and 12 different?
-Both of them have different surname! :D
Is 6 pretty?
-Yesyesyes! Of course! :D
How did you meet 5?
-Primary school?
Is 1 your best friend?
-Yesyesyes! (:
Do you hate 12?
-Why would i?
Have you seen 4 on the last month?
Oh, she's with me now! Haha. (:
When was the last time you said to 3?
-Is she feeling better.?
Have you been to 5's house?
-Oh. I've never been there. Haha.
When's the next time you gonnna see 10?
-Ask him! (:
Are you close to 13?
-I guess so, haha. (:
Have you ever been to a movie with 4 before?
-OHYAYA. Race to the Watch Mountain! (:
Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8?
-Ohnono. (:
Would you give 2 a hug?
-Of course luh! (:
When have you lied to 3?
-I don't think so?
Is 1 good with socializing?
-Haha, yeah. (:
Do you know secrets about 9?
-Er. Nope. Haha.
Describe the relationship between 12 and 14.
-Were bball friends.
Best thing about your friendship with 9?
-She's funny! (:
What's the worst thing about 6?
-I don't know!
Have you ever had a crush on 12?
-Haha, what do you think?
Does 14 has a girlfriend or boyfriend?
-No.
Have you ever wanted to punch 1's face?
-Oh, why would i? Haha.
Has 2 met your mother?
Yeah, when i go her house. Haha.
How did you get to meet 3?
-IN SCHOOL. (:
Did you ever physically hurt 3?
-I don't know! (:
Do you live close to 7?
-I don't think where she live.
What's 8's favourite food?
-I don't think?
What kind of car does 1 has?
-She's only thirteen. (:
Have you travelled anywhere with 9 before?
-I don't know. Haha.
If you give 14 $100 , what will he/she spend it on?
-Spend on me luh. Haha! (:


Baby, one more try. :(
I miss you so so much.
Hope to see you soon. :(
Msg is getting lesser. Miss you every night.
Cry every time when i miss you. :(
I'll have my time occupied, so i won't miss you. :(

Signed off,

Aw.


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