I feel so sad out of a sudden.
): Don't know why.
I feel so sad.
I feel so left out when i was in the family.
I did so much. But i don't think they know.
I feel that...
My mother dotes my sister more than me.
More than me... ):

Everything she does is right.
And all i have to give in to her.
My sister is nice. She helped me in alot of places.
Everytime my mother give her things, but not me.
I feel so left out.
When i was talking in the family no one cares.
):
Maybe because of my results.
But i ard did my best! What more she wants?
I admit, halfway through, i lost focus.
Because of bgr stuff.
But i did came back. ):
I did try my very best to study study.
All i can absorb in the science psle guide.
I got B. I'm happy, yet sad for my Maths.
I forget to study for Maths... ):
Maybe it's true that i'm sutpid.
I only want my science to get C. But instead, i got B.
I was super happy.

But for my Maths.

All the while my Maths get B, now C...

Maybe i'm stupid to be loved.
I'm not worth for my mother to dote.
I suddenly want to cry out loud.
But i don't want to cry to let people pity.
Serious. ):

I hate myself for being so stupid! )':

Signed off,
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