It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone, when your heart still does.
stop haunting me,
Friday, May 30, 2008
Last blogged @ 1:06 AM



I'll show you how much i miss you.

I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
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I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
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I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
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I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
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I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
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I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
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I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,
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I miss you, I miss you,
I miss you, I miss you,


I love you more thn i miss you.
100 times more.
I don't know.
I now feel abit pissed off.
By some girls luh.
Uh, just showing you.
Lols, nth much to say.
Don't know siol.
Tmr going my mother's workplace there?
Lols. Don't know siol.
Nothing to talk anyway.
Nxt time thn post bahs.

Joyce, Signed Off (:


Wednesday, May 28, 2008
Last blogged @ 2:40 PM



Heng i haven't post yets.
Lols, Paiboon tagged me to do this. -.-

a) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question they do not like with one formulated by themselves.

b) tag 8 ppl to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. those people must state who they were tagged by and cannot send this to the person whom they where tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

1#If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Break up immediately.
(:

2#if you can have a dream come true, what will it be?
Forever Wishes?

3#what will your dream wedding be like?
Not sure, nvr think of it before.

4#what will you do with a billion dollars?
Donate some to Myanmar&China.
Thn save some for me(:
Buy things :X

5#whats your ideal lover like?
Nice, Undertsanding, Gentleman, Romantic (:

6#which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Both bahs :X

7#how long do you intend to wait for the one you really love?
Depends, if tht guy is worthy for me to wait :X

8# Who would you die for?
God, Boyfriend, Friends, Family.

9#is there anything that has made you unhappy these few days?
Yes, smth keeps bothering me.

10# What will you do if time rewinds?(changed)
I'll correct my mistakes, and find things tht truely belongs to me.
Changed better.

11#what cheers you up the fastest?
Friends, Jokers, Love.

12#how do you see yourself in ten years time?
Older?

13# Who are currently the most important to you?
God, Jesus.

14# Are you attached?
Yes (:

15# what's the first thing you do every morning?
Open my eyes? Thn check for messages(:

16# would you give all in a relationship?
Yes, certainly.

17# If you fall in love with two persons simultaneously, who would you pick?
No way i'm gonna fall in love with two person at one time. -.-

18#what type of friend do you like?
Trustworthy? :X

19#would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
I don't mind if i'm poor, but just i want my husband to be truthful to me.
Can ard :D

the eight people who will be tagged are:


1)Wanqiu.
2)Aaron.
3)Carmen, Sweet girl (:
4)Huiyu, Precious.
5)Jingyu.
6)Janene.
7)Triffany.
8)Ivy.

Randoms :D

Lols, days for me quite boring luhs.
Going tag they all liao.
Lols. Going out soon but kana tag by Paiboon :x.
Haha, quite fun ans those questions actually,
:D:D:D:D:D

Bye Blog Readers :D
Joyce, Signed off (:


Monday, May 26, 2008
Last blogged @ 10:36 PM



My blog song, BleedingLove, I know very long ard.
But i don't know why i like it again, felt so meaningful.
Nice yeahs.
Bleeding Love,

Artist: Leona Lewis
Album:
Song: Bleeding Love

Lyrics :

Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing's greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I'm going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don't care what they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know the truth
My heart's crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love



Lols, get to talk to him in msn again.

Lols, so long nvr talk ard, suddenly talk,

like don't know how to say.

Lalalas.
It's gonna be hard for me.
Oh, wanna kill.
Wanna let go.
So tired of living ards.
Lols.
Forget, everyone hates me.
But i didn't.
No one would cherish me.
No one will truely love me.
How i wish time would rewind and stop.
I know i know, emo.
But tht's my only wish.
There was once, the most thing i was afraid was...
BALLOONS. `cause it would burst.
But now, You.
I'm scared tht you would leave me& leave me alone.
Again, you're the one who cheer me up when i'm in trouble,
you're the first one who helped me when i broke down.
But now, you're hurting me.
Like he did.
You're the best guy i've ever seen.
But i don't know why, you're the first guy, who hurt me so deep.
Even ex, also not really.
Hiax, i really miss you ehs.
Truely.
You won't know.
What you've said, i was scared tht it would be a lie again.
I hope it'll not be.
Time really flies when i'm with you.
Now, i'm feeling, really very slow.
I still count the days tht went passed.
The minutes, the seconds.
Lols.
Hope tht PSLE really will pass fast.
So we'll be back again.
Oh, studying.
Days felt bored w/o you.

Oh, study.
Omt, ChenZhuo is like, so what siah.
Although he may look nice, but once you talk to him more.
Understand him, more, you're going to be crazy,
Oh, i'm so irritated with him, he pissed me off, like tht girl!
If just one day, he don't irritate me, Singapore will SNOW!
He always want to find trouble with me.
Always say me.
I help him, he also will scold me.
But after all, he's ok, good in studies.
But very annoying.
Lols. Marcus also, but he's nicer luh.
So good to have such a nice friend like him.
(both are my nicenice friends ok? i don't crush on them, please.... -.-)
ZhuBoyBoy only.
Don't know how to say, smtimes, don't like to talk about him.
But smtimes, thinking of him.
Urgh! Leave me alone luh, (unhappy things)
Just hope tht he would say, "hello" to me in school.
Just like as friends, i also don't mind.
Already very long nvr really talk to me in school ard.
Lols, only talk to xinyi. (in class luh)
& he doesn't allow me to talk to other boys in school. (like personal stuff)
:(

End post here.
More post updating, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:


Sunday, May 25, 2008
Last blogged @ 8:43 PM

Hello, posting again.
Everyone says i didn't post for a long time.
:D:D:D:D
So i especially online to post (:
Haha, life's for me is simple.
All i want is happiness,
I'll leave all the unhappy thing away.
Think positive,
Leave me alone, unhappy things,
`cause i'll cry yeahs.
Uh, life's is going to be more boring,
I wanna change my blog skin fast fast.
PSLE coming.
Oh, i had finished my Pie Charts for both workbook and homework book.
Yeahs, & left many :(
I still have 2 'morks' papers.
1 science paper.
1 chinese 'mork' paper.
&&&, i can't think of any mores.
Haha, i'll gonna smile more okays???
Let me smile (:
Be my sunshine.

End my post here.
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:


Thursday, May 15, 2008
Last blogged @ 9:48 AM



Oh, back to normal ard.
But still aparting.
Talk to each other less than 2 sentence.
Lols.
How will life be much better?

In Com Lap, yeahs, Mr Lu, let us play anytihng we like, i don't know what to say siah.
Xin yi beside me, haha.
Less thn 20 cm also talk in msn, haha, thn
we scream and shouted siah, laugh like hell.
hahahahahahahahaha.
fun times nvr end, especially with her.
haha.

Nth to talk liao, if have, more post coming,
oh she's looking, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:


Friday, May 9, 2008
Last blogged @ 4:04 PM

Uh, so boring.
I'm all out of love,
I'm so lost w/o you.
Tht's all i could say.

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply,
I love you so much,
I love the sound of your voice
And the way that we touch.
I love your warm smile
And your kind, thoughtful way,
The joy that you bring
To my life every day.
I love you today
As I have from the start,
And I'll love you forever
With all of my heart.
- Amanda Nicole Martinez -

I will love you forever.
You know what?
I'm scared, really scared,
You would like her.
I told myself to trust you,
I tried, but everytime i recall the time you lied to me,
Tht hurt me very much,
I don't know how to trust you.
I really want you to love me.
But everytime, i'm always the one who called you, sms you.
You promised me before,
Once we patched back,
You won't make me wait for you again,
I waited for you everyday,
Waiting for you to message me,
Waiting for you to call me,
Waiting for you to talk to me.
If you could love me like before,
Everyday, i prey, waiting for you everyday.
I really can't wait anymore,
I really can't hold it anymore.
You always take all the things i've hurt you,
& erase it from ur memory,
You've treated me very nice,
I didn't,
Darling, i really love you,
I just don't know how to express to you.
There's one more poem...

Your name.
I wrote your name in the sky,
but the wind blew it away.
I wrote your name in the sand,
but the waves washed it away.
I wrote your name in my heart,
and forever it will stay.
- Jessica Blade -

This will be my promise to you.
What i really need to tell you,
i really miss you,
i really love you,
i really want to die.

Oh Oh,i'm so in love with the song,

Dandelion's Promise - Jay Chou
如果的事- Angela & Claire
全世界的人都知道 - Iswak 1
Waiting For You - Anson Hu
&&&&
Many more more.
Oh, i love it.
There's nth to talk about yeahs???
Only bad results!!!
Lols, i hate it,must study again.

End my post here,
more posts coming!
more poems also,
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
(I'm waiting for you.)


Thursday, May 8, 2008
Last blogged @ 4:36 PM

Uhs...
Poems For You(:

Love is patient, love is kind,
And what our loves express is true.
No amount of tragedy can tear.
Or break the love I have for you.

Time has healed our many wounds,
But has not erased the memory.
But we'll hold on, we'll stay together.
We will get through this, you and me.

Though we are young and still learning
About ourselves, our world today,
In my heart, I'll always love you,
And in my heart you'll always stay.

As days go by, as time progresses,
We will change, mature, and always grow.
But as we grow, as we reminisce,
There is one thing I will always know.

My love for you will never falter,
Never cease, for it's always true.
With love comes patience, but it's worth the wait,
To share my unending love with you.

- Jessica Wheaton -


Our young love. I miss you, terribly.
You doesn't seem to care anymore.
Everytime i missed you, i feel like cuttng myself,
Hoping you would just care and know everything about me,
Everyday, i just look at you, i felt smth is missing in you.
I told myself, believe you,
I tried,but i always see you talking to her,
My heart felt terribly pain.
I can't make it past, i miss you dearly.
I can't live w/o you, truely.
Most of the time, i'm always talking about you,
I'm missing you so much, i sms-ed you,
till my handphone billed went burst,
But you reply me with short words, like don't want to talk to me.
i can't bear to lose you, i will die w/o you.
I miss you so so so so much.

Oh, exams over ard, hippeeeeeee!
Slacking liao, but waiting for results.
School is no fun w/o you.
Homeworks are avalible for me.

End here, more posts coming, byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:
(ZhuBaoBao, I Really Miss You.)


Saturday, May 3, 2008
Last blogged @ 12:12 PM

We'll walk together.

Yah, changed blogskin.
oh, i admire L. He's cute!
:D:D:D:D:D:D

I want to change back to my old self, the one who's always laugh,
The ones who help everyone.
Not those we often cry 'cause of a guy.
I'm trying to let go,
It's hard, i'm putting encourage to tell him.
'cause i also want to concentrate on studies.
He also ignore me these few days.
Oh, i terribly miss him.
So's here's my update.
Miss him, terribly.
Days are lonely without him by my side.
I always cry, i don't know why.

He doesn't seem to care about me :(
He doesn't seem to treat me as his girlfriend.
He doesn't even bother whether i'm angry or sad.
He didn't approach to me when i'm sad.
He doesn't love me anymore, does he?

Ahhhhhhhhhh !!!!! Wear ankle socks, kana caught by Mrs Tit.
Oh, i hate it ! Why she come back, thn so fierce ard?????
Mr ho told me to online, but i didn't.
I totally forgotten about it.
Sorry.

Back to life, when is the fun, loving girl, coming back?

End here, nothing much too.
Byeeeeeee, i terribly miss him.


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